March 14, 2008

I'm a mixed bag of emotions right now.

Lot's going on. There's some hope and excitement, some melancholy and fear, anger and loathing, disappointment and sorrow, longing and desire, and all sorts of other shit roaming through my head right now.

Mostly the good stuff, but I can never really escape the bad stuff either. But that's ok. The bad never disappears, and the good can only get better. The only thing I want is for the specific good things I want to happen to me. Like, getting this internship. And, I dunno, other stuff. We KNOW what the other stuff is, I'm just saying. I want it. And lately, if I've wanted something, I've gotten something. So you know what? I KNOW what I want. And I WILL get it. It's just that simple.

Nothing is going to stop me now.

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