Bad connection.

There are plenty of things I question on a regular basis. Why don't people keep in touch with me? Am I really that irritating, that grating on people's sensibilities that they will take such tremendous steps to avoid speaking to me? What about my intelligence? I'm sure I possess some. In fact, I know I am. It's been proven, been certified, been made clearly apparent. I'm not a moron. So I can at least keep up a conversation. But I'm not sure. I guess I put people off enough that I'm just not interesting enough to keep a conversation up with. Which should make me sad, except, I find enough people to keep myself occupied with on a moment to moment basis that I can deal with what my situation has become.