Mother dear

I miss my mother. I really do. It's taking me three weeks to realize it, but having the comfort of my mother being there when I wake up, when I come home, when I need a question answered or a bill covered, having my mom there was always the security blanket for me to fall back on. And now, I haven't had that for the last three weeks. It's scary, I never realized how dependent I was on her until today. It's kind of depressing. I've always prided myself on being self-sufficient, a loner, and it turns out, I'm nothing unless I have my mother standing behind me.